Friends and Men.......are they worth it?

Placement has been so so hectic. I was in vascular all week.....u dont wanna know how tiring it is. I had to be on my feet from 9-5, as if that is not enough, i had to wear a lead apron which adds another 10kg to my weight, so u can imagine how tired i am.......my shoulders are........i dont know. Even though it was tiring, i enjoyed it, working along side doctors, consultants and registrars.....watching them put cathether in specific blood vessels, watching the heart beat live .......mehn, radiography is fun....i'm having fun.

The staff round there are great as well. For the first few days i felt lost but i was back on track in no time. At least its better than the main department, gosh that place is so boring, u dont do anything, you just stand there and watch them work, if u ask questions they dont answer....... cant believe i am goin back there next week..... i will survive.

Overall my week has been good. I got my exam results and i was more than pleased with myself, i did really well......its not a bad start afterall.

Never ever help people u do not know....i helped one and its hurting me big time. I trust people too much and now......uhmmmmmGod help me. Some guys are just so so heartless, i helped u and u decided to take advantage of me....if u are reading this, this is not the end of that story, i 'll get u back, big time ! how could u? i bet u do not know the gravity of the problems u have caused me, God will take it back from u....believe it or not.......Cos i helped outta love.

Guys are just so so selfish, they are all opportunists. They call you when they need u, as soon as u do wat they want, they zoom off,(i am not talking about them having sex with u far from it) i dont even see the need for them......did i just say that....yes, apart from my dad & my baby of course........men are .............................
I dont care what ur opinion is, all i know is that i am entitled to mine and so are u....u can choose to express ur opinion, i'm not bothered, but i'll keep saying mine....men aint worth it.......not at all. (Its not one experience i am talking about, so dont tell me i had one bad experience with one man and all men are ......., i know what i am saying)

Friends aint any better, girlfriends especially......gosh they can kill u. I cant believe what happened to me..... as if i am the only one on earth........... i've decided.....there is nothing like best friends....never ever share ur secret or talk about ur man or gf with ur friends......i dont know what it is, jealousy, envy....watever! for me.....i'ld rather talk to God than any friend, be it guy or girl.....when i say talk....sometimes i know u need to talk to people around u.....but be careful with what u say. Good friends are hard to find.....even in ur downfall, they are looking for the way it will favor them.wooow......The bible says it all sha. The heart of man is decietful and desperately wicked, who can know it.
Its very true, they laugh with u when they see u and behind u or even in ur presence they mock u assuming u don't know they are talking about. GOd help u if u are reading this....you know who you are.....for me, i will continue to do good.

Do not repay evil with evil, i wont take an eye for an eye, i'll leave it for God, He alone can defend me....i related with as i would with a friend, i defended u anywhere and everywhere, but u .........uhmmm, i rest my case..... i still love u tho, but it cant be the same.........I've learnt to keep my mouth shut.

Sorry i'm getting emotional here......u say its typical of women....well ye....thanks. Leave it that way.
I'm still awake at 2am.....blogging, i wish i can do some assignment, but i am not just in the mood to do any. I'ld rather relax to music and sleep off.