Friday 11 December 2009

Ultrasound/Sonographers

I can't believe how busy i have been....with school stuffs, placements and revisions. Its been so so stressful, what in this life is not stressful? Thank God for God sha, I've been surviving and i will continue to.

My week has been really great,busy, tiring and interesting. I cant believe how many babies i've seen this week.....in the womb of course.

I wanna have a kid now, mmmmm no......not sure i'm ready yet.
Apart from scanning babies and breasts, i never knew ultrasound can do much more. The amount of information it can give is amazing. It can virtually scan any part of the body......I saw a few general scans as well, stuffs like ankles, shin, neck, arms, testes, abdomen, pelvis, kidneys and much much more.
Thank God for technology, it doesnt even use radiation, its completely safe, how cool is that? Very very cool.

Ultrasound seems to be female dominated. There are no male sonographers, there might be some but its not up to 10% of all radiographers. Not sure why this is. And its good money as well, I think they earn more than newly qualified radiographers because they have to do postgraduate to be a sonographer.

Now that i've seen most aspects of radiography, i'ld have to think about the one i like most.....so far, i love CT and general radiography. Ultrasound is good as well but MRI does not just appeal to me. I'm waiting to go to Nuclear Medicine, maybe i'll find it interesting. Lets wait and see.

Thursday 26 November 2009

British Weather

The weather has been on and off lately. The worse part of it is the rain, its always raining and its been very very windy too. I woke up this morning and the sun was out, so i thought thank goodness for today, its going to be a dry day only for me to go out and it was so so cold and very windy. I was walking faster than i would on a good day not because i wanted to but because the wind was pushing me. At least its not raining i said to myself....lol. I was planning to go into town after lectures to do a few things but couldnt cos it was raining. It was a struggle getting home cos it was raining and very windy at the same time, but i managed to get home without spoiling my umbrella and not getting wet, well not very wet.

Apart from the "not nice" weather condition, i've been good, WBU? Trust u all are fine as well.
I was in lectures yesterday and my tutor was going over my assignment brief and i got my inspiration from there. I've been working on my assignments since then cos i cant afford not to enjoy my xmas break cos of some assignment plus i have exams revision to do.

This week has been really quick and this year infact! I was talking to a some people and they all kept saying this year has gone really quick.......good for me. Cant wait for it to finish. At least i know i havent got much left in uni.

I need to sort out my hair, cos its begining to fall off, which is not suprising cos its winter. I'm thinking of fixing a weave on or making corn rows.....or even braids which i dont like. I just want something done to it asap before i go out on placement........

Its late now, need to start thinking of going to bed. I took a break from my assignment to blog, now i'm tired. I've got lectures in the morning so i better go to bed so i can be up early n fresh for tmw.
Na nite peeps.

Saturday 21 November 2009

Love hurts

Yes it does, especially when its a distant one. I 've been on and off emotionally lately. Each time i say to myself "things will be fine", just to encourage myself but it gets worse. I hate this distance, i hate not being able to see u when i want to, i hate not being able to talk to u when i want to. I hate it when i cant concentrate on anyother thing when i am thinking about u. God help me.

I've got a lot of assignments to do but i keep procrastinating. Been home all day, woke up late this am, took my bath, came online n had something to eat and went back to bed. DOnt knw what is wrong with me, i just hope i am not loosing my mind. I decided not to go on holiday in december cos of my exams in january but i have not been revising neither have i been doing my assignments.


This time last week, i was home with my family having fun. I wish i can just go back n stay home but i cant cos of school and i'ld have to leave them at some point anyway. I just don't know.

I'm gonna have another go at my assignments and hopefully i'll be able to do something. At least i'll know my weekend is not wasted. I better go now so i can prepare for church tmw............

Thursday 19 November 2009

So bored, HELP !

I've loads of work to do and i'm still bored. Wish i can go to the movies but not sure i have the time. I cant believe i just wasted 2hrs watching a Ghanian movie. So called "Heart of Men"....gosh it was so so crap. The sex scenes were so unnecessary. The story line was whack. fine, the actors and actresses were good but common, they can do better. At least it kept me busy but i expected more.

I Cant believe i'm saying this when i am supposed to be labelling my cross sectional anatomy of the head workbook and reading my critical analysis paper! how bad?

I just cant get my head round revising. SOmebody please help me, i need inspiration to be able to work.......lazy lazy lazy, i know i am lazy, but what can i do to get busy?

I'm so so missing my hubby, he's been so busy and i can feel it. If only he knew how much i miss him.......

Ok i think i'm gonna take a nap, wake up later n do some work......sounds good to me.

Monday 16 November 2009

Professionalism

I'm so sorry i had to delete all my posts and change my theme. I had this scary lecture on Friday from a SCOR rep about being professional and using social networking sites. I don't post stuffs on facebook but i blog, so i asked her about writing stuffs on my blog and she said it might get me into trouble. She gave a few examples which were quite scary so i had to delete most of my posts. Was going to delete the blog completely but thought i'ld delete the posts instead and change my theme. SO for those aspiring student radiographers following this blog, i'm sorry, i dont want to be off the register before i qualify, that's how bad it can get.

Anyways, i've been good. Had a very great weekend with my family. Cant believe how much i've missed them. It was so good to see my mum, not sure why i've missed her this much and my brothers and friends.......

It was my mum's graduation on friday and her birthday on saturday and i just had to go home cos she deserved it. Getting the train fare wasn't easy but thank God i was able to work at least that will pay my fare (when i eventually post my time sheet. Couldn't believe how emotional i got when she dropped me off at the station, i didn't want to come bak to uni. In times like that, i wish i stayed closer to home cos its really boring being on your own but then the advantages are more than the disadvantages...lol.

East midland train is just rubbish, my journey was so so boring and cold. I cant believe how long it took me to get back here even though it was a direct train i got instead of changing at 3 stations but still it was very slow and to make it worse the heating was off. Everyone on board was cold, + me....lol. But seriously it was really cold and it wasn't a very good experience, wish i could just speak with one of the train crew but i was too tired to get off my sit, thank God i had a big coat on.

I 'm back in uni now and guess what i did first thing monday morning???? Physics! how boring. I was struggling to stay awake and couldn't wait for tea break so i could go n get a cuppa to keep me awake, it was that boring.
Thank God its over now, well for a couple of days.

Need to go n rest now cos i have a lot of reading to do later.

Friday 30 October 2009

Tribute to Astley James

Miss V....that's what he calls me. He is such a nice fellow but people dont see his nice side, they prefer to talk about the mental illness part of him. He knew all about it but chose not to be bothered. He's always happy when he is working, he makes work interesting when he is there. Singing and dancing whilst working.
You are gone too soon Astley, dont know why u had to go without saying goodbye. I remember when i was leaving home for uni and we were going on about missing each other but we promised to keep in touch via phone which we barely did. You were such a nice person.

You wanted to go back home to your family for holiday but u ended up not going. I wish u did, cos that would have given ur family the opportunity to see you for the very last time. I was going to call u and say hi cos its been a while since i heard from you but i kept postponing it. I did miss u but ended up not talking to you or seeing you before u passed away. I didnt even know u were ill, how bad is that? I'm so sorry i didnt see you or tell u how much i appreciated and cherished our friendship. I remember talking to you about my acne and u went to the shop to buy me a night face cream and telling me its more to do with hormones. I still have the cream even though its more than a year now but i cant just get rid of it cos its the only thing apart from the good times that we shared together that reminds me of u.

I wonder who will end up with the key holder i bought u with ur name written on it. OCS is not gonna be the same without u, the ward wont be same without u, dining room wont be same without u. I know you have gone to rest from all the stress of this world and i do pray God will grant ur family the fortitude to bear the loss. What happens to ur book now? Its never gonna be published will it..........I do love u but God loves u more and He knows why he's taken you away.

I will surely miss u.
Rest in peace Astley, miss V loves you.
The good times we had together will always be on my mind.
RIP RIP RIP.
Adieu Mr James!

Sunday 23 August 2009

Aint i just blessed?

How have u been? I've been extremely busy. Last weekend was just extremly busy for me. I went for a youth program in Birmingham, it titled "Let Go and Let God. Planned and coordinated by the youth. It was fun, i enjoyed myself. I even sang with the guys i went with, even though they didnt want to, mum (bless her) insisted that we presented something and we rehearsed in the car on the way and thank GOd we did cos it wouldnt have been nice if we didnt. The program was good sha, i enjoyed every bit of it. And the next day, i was off to London with my mum and big sis to mum's friends birthday party.....I was telling her on the way that it was my first time of attending a Nigerian party,and she was like i dnt mean it, but it was the truth. Not like i dont love going ot parties, i just dont have the time( U ask what am i always busy doing?) U really dont wanna know. NEways that weekend was fun and a tiring one, but i enjoyed it.

My week started slowly, i was hoping to have my hair done, rang the hairdresser to come n make it n she promised to come but she didnt turn up.....i wasnt happy but wat can i possilbly do......nothing.

YOu have a phone call, my dad said. Waking me up on wednesday morning, n it was some one from work asking about a shift. As soon as in sorted that out, (which was later cancelled) i got outta bed, got dressed and headed for london with my mum for the Change conference.......Only for us to get there and meet people outside. When we asked someone, we were told there was a power cut just when the preacher was being introduced. I Was like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????? Y that time? Why not when they had a break....I was angry in my spirit cos i knew the devil saw that the program was gonna be great n he couldnt think of any other thing to do than to disrupt the program like that.

Well the afternoon session was cancelled so i had to go shopping with mum for more than 5 hours instead cos we couldnt stay outside, it was too hot that day. WE came back about two and half hours b4 the next session starts and u needed to have seen the que outside...I've never seen that kinda que in my life in front of a church, and it didnt stop. The 3 floors were full before the program started and people were in the foyer and overflow and even outside.....I was like wow...This is getting interesting.

IT got more interesting when Creflo Dollar was asked to introduce Kenneth and Gloria Copeland.....I was so overwhelmed. I didnt believe i was seeing them live in front of me.......Guess u know who they are.....They are great men and woman of faith. If the bible was to be re written, their names will definitely be there. And the message, OMG! was just so real. I cant stop thanking GOd for using Dr Ramson Mumba and the El shaddai ministry for bringing them.

My mum couldnt stop thanking me as well cos she didnt plan to attend, but i encouraged her to and we were both blessed.
After the conference i was going on about not working, how to pay my rents for next session which is less than 3 weeks from now, but my mum kept telling me to believe. Not so long after that i was called to come and work and i was so glad cos i needed the money so badly....but God will never leave His own. I know i am His favorite and HE loves me so much....I cant stop thanking HIm for that.

Church was good today and i went to work after. It was so busy at work today...gosh cant remember the last time i was that busy and the person i was working with wasnt helping. He is more scared of wats happening around him...bless him. SO i ended up doing all the running around without being appreciated......that kinda wound me up but now that i am home, i'm calmed...after eating iyan and efo with egusi.

I should be going to bed now, cos i feel so tired and sleepy. I'm not sure wat this week is gonna be like...but the weekend is gonna be fun cos something is happening in my church.....2nd year anniversary.....PM me if u want more details. Its sure gonna be interesting.

Hope to blog sometimes soon...I better go to bed now b4 i sleep on my system.
Na nite

Thursday 13 August 2009

Big brother.....

I just saw something on TV that was so funny. I havent actualy sat down this year to watch big brother, not cos i cant be bothered but i have no time, i 'm always busy doing one thing or the other.
I was in bed tonight when i got called to come and work, even though i wasnt feeling too good and i wasnt expecting the shift but i needed the money so i said yes. I got here and it wasnt so bad.

I was having supper in the lounge when i saw something very funny on TV. A brazillian guy bless him was tricked into believing he was gonna meet the queen. "The queen" look alike came in and he was so nervous but he managed to sing the anthem and made a drink for "the queen". Unfortunately all other house mates knew about it apart from him that she wasnt the queen. Apparently it was supposed to be a task that they must convince him that he is meeting the queen. I couldnt stop laughing when i saw it cos i thought, how can you not know the queen and what on earth will the queen be doing in the big brother house?????

You can imagine the look on his face when he realised all other housemates knew about it, he felt so stupid, bless him. I feel for him but he took it in good fate, lol. And they won the task and some other "real" gifts from the queen.

I've been ok, my week hasnt been too bad. What did i do this week if i can remember.......... Its been a quiet one really, and i've stayed home most of it, resting cos i wasnt feeling too well. Still strugling to stay well.

For you married ones out there or the ones yet to be married, have u got any idea what the process is? As a lady, do u first introduce ur fiance to you parents (even tho they know him) or u just tell em u want to do ur introduction? Dont bother asking, if i'm planning to get married any time soon.

Work is a bit boring but at least i am able to blog. My weekend is gonna be interesting again, i'll be going for a youth program, really cant wait. I kinda miss uni and dreading to go back at the same time....Not sure why that is but i'll cross the bridge when i get there.

I want a break, i need a holiday but i cant afford it, i'm sure u must be tired of hearing that from me now.....sorry....just cant help but say it. All donations are welcomed....lol.

I better get back to work now.

Friday 17 July 2009

Can't stop laughing here.

Does anyone watch eastenders......call me boring....lol, i dont care...Gosh i love it. Love Ian Beale, he cracks me, he is so weird. And little Tiffany, bless her, she is such a star.I cant believe she could act this much, what a character.

And Zainab is another one, she is just jokes, love it when she acts romantic to her hubby, poor man he has to play along or get himself into trouble...women eh? God help us.



I finally got home from placement today,got all my forms signed and it was all passes.you have no idea how pleased i am with myself. So i've got one more week to go, i really cant wait.

What is this i'm reading on nairaland about Nigerian footballers? they want to test their age using MRI, not sure how that works but i know its just jokes. The players will pay them off to keep quiet, is it not Nigeria, GOd help us.

I saw an advert in Metro this morning, Winners chapel having a conference in London next week. I was surprised when i saw Bishop 's picture. At first, i thought it was another news about Nigerian pastors but when i realised it was an advert, i was happy. Didnt know they could allow that in a national newspaper....it must have cost them a fortune but eh, its GOd's bizness. I 'm sure plenty of people will see the ad and turn up for the event....whether they like it or not, God's work will continue.


Have u seen any movies lately? I saw this Nigerian movie the other day, Mamush. Desmond Elliot and Kate Henshaw. It wasnt bad at all, loved it. Saw Hangover at the cinema too, it was jokes, lol....couldnt stop laffing.....there were some really cute guys in there u know?Bradley cooper and Justin Bartha...Twas all about a bachelor's nite that turned into something else, they lost the groom and guess where he was! on top of the roof. One of them got sold some kinda drug instead of ectasy or watever they call it and he added it to their drinks and they started misbehaving, they even stole Tyson's tiger and one got married that same night and pulled out his own tooth. In the morning, none of them could remember anything that happened the previous night and they started looking for clues everywhere......Cant remember laughing that much for a while not....it was a good way to relax.




I'm just relaxing here before i retire to bed. Its been a very busy week but i enjoyed every bit of it.
I'm yawning already, need to get myself off to bed now.

C u later.

Wednesday 8 July 2009

Michael Jackson


I was so touched my his memorial service last night. I didnt plan to watch it but as soon as i got online after placement, i clicked on the hightlight on yahoo news and the video was playing.......n it was a guy singing, cant remember who now but i was glued to it since then that i actually watched it to the end.

I'm not a very very great fan, but i must say he lived a good life, even though i think he was struggling with his identity but against all odds, he was a legend....Usher Raymond and Nigerian Psquare and Rasqie/RAsque reminds me of him, cos they dance just like him.

The most touching part of that service was the end when Paris his daughter said how much she loved him.....He 's always protected his children. They were always in veil when they are walking with him.....that was her first public appearance and she couldnt finish a sentence without crying.....I feel for her and her brothers, but i'm sure they'll be fine.

I didnt know Jermaine could still sing u know? Gosh, he sang Smile MJ's favorite song and i was wowed at his voice. Guess it runs in the family and Janet JAckson was looking very beautiful as well. Latoya had a hat on so i couldnt really see her face.

This Britain's got talent finalist also sang...Shaheen.my oh my, he was good. I was well impressed. He performed MJ's song during the talent show and MJ became a fan, he was gonna take him on his UK tour and already invited him but there we go, he's gone. I hope he is fine whereever he is.....
I was please there were plenty of people aware of Jesus in that program as well. They were mentioning the name with respect to other religions. That was impressive.

About 50 000 people were in attendance and more than a billion watched from all over the world......over a million was watching from facebook alone.....

Thursday 4 June 2009

I need prayers

Hi folks...whether you know me or not, please remember me in your prayers. I really do need one....Pray for me...I'm going through some serious challenges in my life right now and my mum.....bless her......she's been through alot and its not getting any better....I know its gonna be good.....please just remember me in your prayers if u say any and if you are not a praying person......for my sake...i know it sounds daft but please just a word of pray very simple....ask God to have mercy on my and my family........that is all i ask for.

I miss blogging but i couldnt have done any better. Alot of things are happening to me.........I dont wanna say too much but please help a friend out.....pray for me.That's all i ask.

Thanks y'all

Tuesday 5 May 2009

Why are we so difficult?

What sort of nature do we have as human? Even God regretted creating man...(not woman) lol....but seriously why are human beings so difficult.......Why dont we care about other people's feeling.....fine u cant please people at ur own expense but then, it makes sense for u to consider people's feeling and not just me me me me me me. You might not understand me but i knw what i am saying....and for me, i'll continue to do good, whether appreciated or not. I cant be bothered how u react to me as long as i know i am doing the right thing!Lord have mercy!

I'm not very happy but i just need to write so i can chill out.
How have u all been? Missed blogging so much but couldnt have done any better to be honest. I've been very busy since i came back from my hols. I barely have time for myself. I really cant wait for this exam to be over. Its 4 weeks to my exams and i havent started revising.....there is good reason for that but i just hope i'm doing the right thing. I need to start revising asap.....I have an assignment due in on the first day of my exam! how bad is that? So i need to get the assignment outta the way so i can focus on revising.....or wat do u think?

I've been doing the assignment today until i was distracted by some cheeky boi from some bush in Ibadan.....u know who u are o, and i'll get u. I dont have ur time now........but i'll come back to . I havent been able to go back to it since then u knw? naughty boi
Neways, i need to start ironing now, so i can prepare for placement tmw....I've had a long weekend. From friday till now....its not been bad, at least i went home, saw my parents and siblings.....didnt really wanna come bak here but u've got to do wat u have to do......
I better start preparation for tmw b4 its too late.
Takia

Wednesday 22 April 2009

I'm back !

I bet u will be wondering where i 've been......Sorry i didnt tell u why i was counting down, guess i was too busy packing....i went on holiday......guess where to?????? A very sunny,beautiful and interesting country.....home sweet home, u should know by now...Nigeria of course....lol.
Gosh i cant believe how much fun i had. I saw my grandad, cousins, uncles, aunts, my cousin even had a baby whilst i was home....how cool is that? Aint i just lucky? I know i am.
Not just happy that i had to come back so soon. Spent less than 13days....feel its too short but its better than nothing.

Thanks to everyone that made my stay a good one, i cant thank u guys enough. To my dearest friends, Tayo, Yinka,Dunmade,Dami,Dupe,Buki,Femi,Gbenga,Moses,Murry,Segun,pastor Buki, sis Bimbo, sweet Cousin Seyi, sweetest bro Toba, bro Meshach,Seyi voice, my bro from another mother, bro Gbenga,Folashayo,Dapo, aunty Alaba,Dipo....i can keep going, the list is endless. Thanks alot, i'm missing u guys already.
Special thanks to God for a safe journey. And to my baby,you are simply the best, Thanks for making my holiday a fantastic one. U r greatly appreciated....To Arik air, its the best airline i've travelled with, they are great, it was a new air bus, very big and spacious, u need to see the first class.....too beautiful, i'm gonna fly first class at some point, infact very soon....lol, it looks like a mini lounge....there services was nice as well....

I'm thinking of going on another holiday now......lol, that will be after my exams, even if its gonna be for a weekend somewhere around...lets wait n see, i'll keep u posted.

I'm back in uni already, and thank God its the end of taught lessons this friday. I've got 4 weeks of placement and exams after....and another 6 weeks of placement.....oh dear Lord. I will survive, i have to.....i cant imagine 6 weeks of placement......non stop! one day off in a week! Lord have mercy.......Neways, i wont worry about it, i'll take each day as it comes.

I'm still feeling tired from travelling stress, slept as soon as i came back from lectures this afternoon which explains why i'm still awake at this time of the night.
I need to go n do some reading now, exams are round the corner.
Its good to be able to blog again........
See u later

Monday 30 March 2009

What you may not know about radiation!!!


Gosh, i learnt some new stuffs today about radiation. Did u know that water has some form of radiation? Even the food that we eat? and brazillian nutssssss....I knew some sources of radiation before today but not all. When my tutor was talking about it, i was more than suprised cos i love water directly from the tap now I've been told it has like twice the amount of radiation in a bottled water. Thinking about that, what about water from the well??? i wonder how much radiation that has, its definitely gonna be much more.

Someone asked about radiation above sea level or cross atlantic. Apparently aviation people have dosimetry,I didnt know that until today,I thought it was only health professionals that have it.(Dosimetry is a lil device we have to wear around the torso each time we are in placement,it measures the amount of radiation we are exposed to at work). The question now is do people know how much radiation they are exposing themselves to when they travel by air? If they knew will it change their perspective? I dont think so cos people love their holidays too much, well i love mine so....i wont really mind...lol.What i think is that the info or awareness of radiation will only help passengers make informed choices. We were told its not actually that much, its equivalent to having a chest xray. So if u fly from the UK to US, the radiation u will recieve is just as having a chest xray so you even have more from travelling unless u wont return to the UK!

There is radiation everywhere, if u have a smoke alarm, it has emits radiation, if u live in a sky scrapper, u are exposed to radiation....well its only GOd that can keep us safe.

I'm sure Nigerians are exposed to more radiation than the UK or the US but cancer rate is less there, maybe its not always recorded or Nigerians have better threshold for radiation...lol

Why do we have 2 kidneys when we can survive with one? That's a question one of my classmates asked and i loved the answer my tutor gave....go n ask God! i was kinda happy with that reply cos at least some people still believe that we werent created from a big bang neither are we animals! Why cant people just be grateful for what they have instead of asking questions? Typical human isint it?

Today wasnt a bad day, it was kinda boring in the morning but the radiation sources lectures woke me up.......

6 more days to go******

Cece Winans........More than what i wanted




I've been listening to this song on youtube for a while just thought i'ld share it.
He is indeed more than what i wanted, everything i never had. He's been so so good.... u might not understand but u've gotta believe me.....He's been mighty good to me.


What a day...went shopping after church with me friend...gosh it took us forever to choose shades & frames for our sunglasses, but we eventually did after about an hour. I was more than tired when i got home. I just had something to eat and went straight to bed.

I missed the bus this morning cos my internet wasnt working and i couldnt check bus times. I was annoyed and infact i am still angry with them, cos i dunno y i wont be able to access some sites and my IM....I'll be having a word with them tmw morning.....

How was your day?????I'm ok now at least i am able to blog....lol but i still can't access yahoo messenger!


I'm counting down u knw?
Its 7 days from now...infact less than 7days...i'll tell you about it when its time.....dont be too curious.....I dont want calls asking wat it is......lol. U can ask on here if u want.......*****

I've got lectures in the morning...so i better go to bed....its 1:53am....oh dear me.....

c u l8r

Friday 27 March 2009

What does it mean to be a friend?

Maybe i am being selfish here or maybe i am expecting too much or better still i dont know what it means to be a friend.
ok, my definition....if i call u a friend, that means i trust u enuf to talk to u about anything and everything and i trust u to keep watever i say to u secret. If i want a third person to knw, i will tell them myself not u saying it to them for me. If i call u a friend, i will defend u anytime and anywhere even b4 i hear ur side of the story........I will not speak ill of u to anyone, if u hurt me i will find a way of telling u without hurting u back........i will relate with u with all i have....but it seems i do not have this luck with people. Its not like all my so called friends aint friends but......they are not friends, as in "friends".

They cant keep secrets, they assume alot of stuffs about u and cant be bothered to ask....they judge u on ur actions and judge themselves on their intentions, they lie to u, they cant be bothered about things that concerns u, all they do is laf with u when they see u and say bad stuffs behind ur bak......aw bad is that.mmmmmm the problem now is i need to cut off but i do not know how, i'm sick of hypocrites, as in hate it with a passion.....but then i still dont wanna hurt them, so how do i get out without hurting anyone now????i need help i really do, i cant continue relating with them as if i am happy with wat they are doing to me..... i cant, i hate pretence.......

What is the whole point in having a friend??? Someone just help b4 do something nasty......There is only one sure friend i knw.....n i dunno why i am bothering myself with others really.........me sef???

Neways hope u had a great week? Mine was great, lectures was fun and the weekend looks like its gonna be fun as well.

I cant wait for next week, i'm goin home to see my family, i really cant wait to see them all. I;ve missed them so so much.
Do have a great weekend

Saturday 14 March 2009

Friends and Men.......are they worth it?

Placement has been so so hectic. I was in vascular all week.....u dont wanna know how tiring it is. I had to be on my feet from 9-5, as if that is not enough, i had to wear a lead apron which adds another 10kg to my weight, so u can imagine how tired i am.......my shoulders are........i dont know. Even though it was tiring, i enjoyed it, working along side doctors, consultants and registrars.....watching them put cathether in specific blood vessels, watching the heart beat live .......mehn, radiography is fun....i'm having fun.

The staff round there are great as well. For the first few days i felt lost but i was back on track in no time. At least its better than the main department, gosh that place is so boring, u dont do anything, you just stand there and watch them work, if u ask questions they dont answer....... cant believe i am goin back there next week..... i will survive.

Overall my week has been good. I got my exam results and i was more than pleased with myself, i did really well......its not a bad start afterall.

Never ever help people u do not know....i helped one and its hurting me big time. I trust people too much and now......uhmmmmmGod help me. Some guys are just so so heartless, i helped u and u decided to take advantage of me....if u are reading this, this is not the end of that story, i 'll get u back, big time ! how could u? i bet u do not know the gravity of the problems u have caused me, God will take it back from u....believe it or not.......Cos i helped outta love.

Guys are just so so selfish, they are all opportunists. They call you when they need u, as soon as u do wat they want, they zoom off,(i am not talking about them having sex with u far from it) i dont even see the need for them......did i just say that....yes, apart from my dad & my baby of course........men are .............................
I dont care what ur opinion is, all i know is that i am entitled to mine and so are u....u can choose to express ur opinion, i'm not bothered, but i'll keep saying mine....men aint worth it.......not at all. (Its not one experience i am talking about, so dont tell me i had one bad experience with one man and all men are ......., i know what i am saying)

Friends aint any better, girlfriends especially......gosh they can kill u. I cant believe what happened to me..... as if i am the only one on earth........... i've decided.....there is nothing like best friends....never ever share ur secret or talk about ur man or gf with ur friends......i dont know what it is, jealousy, envy....watever! for me.....i'ld rather talk to God than any friend, be it guy or girl.....when i say talk....sometimes i know u need to talk to people around u.....but be careful with what u say. Good friends are hard to find.....even in ur downfall, they are looking for the way it will favor them.wooow......The bible says it all sha. The heart of man is decietful and desperately wicked, who can know it.
Its very true, they laugh with u when they see u and behind u or even in ur presence they mock u assuming u don't know they are talking about. GOd help u if u are reading this....you know who you are.....for me, i will continue to do good.

Do not repay evil with evil, i wont take an eye for an eye, i'll leave it for God, He alone can defend me....i related with as i would with a friend, i defended u anywhere and everywhere, but u .........uhmmm, i rest my case..... i still love u tho, but it cant be the same.........I've learnt to keep my mouth shut.

Sorry i'm getting emotional here......u say its typical of women....well ye....thanks. Leave it that way.
I'm still awake at 2am.....blogging, i wish i can do some assignment, but i am not just in the mood to do any. I'ld rather relax to music and sleep off.

Monday 16 February 2009

No Kissing Zone


Really cant stop laughing here.....I just read something about a train station that put up a no kissing sign. Its just so so so funny. Guess what the reason was? So passengers dont miss their taxis!!!! and there is a designated area for lovers if they want to kiss...lol, lol, lol, lol...... I'm trying to imagine how that designated area will be. With different couples kissing at the same place....uhmmmm....I'm waiting to hear what people have to say about it.

How have u all been? I've been good here. Did u have a good valentine? I dont do one...so nothing happened on that day. I had a good time with my friend tho.

I started the week nicely as well, its not been a bad day so far for a monday....I enjoyed lectures today even though i was almost falling asleep due to lack of sleep last night......... I had too many things going on in my head but its all good.

How do u cope when people u love, cherish and respect treat u badly? I had a bad experience and i am praying to get over it asap...Indeed there is no friend like Jesus, not even ur so called closest friend or ur hubby, no one can feel the pain u feel apart from Him.....I cant stop appreciating Him cos He is a friend in need and indeed.

I never knew i could miss my family this much......I'm missing all of them alot....... dad wants me home, he thought i was having half term hols as well..... he told my brothers to clear my room that i'll be home soon.......I felt bad telling him i cant come home cos i dnt have any break..... well wat can i do? hun......I miss them all, i really do. There is no place like home.

Got a few things to do before i go to bed tonight so i better get on with it.

See u later

Wednesday 4 February 2009

I hate snow


Cant believe how fast this year is going. It February already.....2nd semester...new modules......First day of second semester, tutor didnt turn up for lectures, only a handful of students came as well.....u ask y? cos it snowed....i only live abt 10 mins away from campus so i thought i'ld go. Only for me to get there and there was no lectures....was kinda angry but, i realised it was gonna be hard for people to travel in the snow.
The next day wasnt any better, the snow was turning into ice and it was very very slippery. Thankfully the tutor turned up and less than half of the class as well. It sure wasnt a good start to the new semester.

I nearly fell whilst walking to uni today, cos of this ice. Despite wearing a trainer with gripping sole, i still slipped......i cant imagine falling down and ending up in A&E......lol.

I couldnt stop yawning in class today cos i was so so tired from not having enough sleep.....but i survived. We had applicants's visting day today, propective radiography students came around and i volunteered with 3 other colleagues to show them round the school of health, which was fun and a good experience for me.............. but i was more than tired and hungry at the end of the day.I treated myself to a good dish when i got home and had a quick nap, which explains why i am still awake at this time of the night.......
How can i forget the exciting bit of today? I got the feedback for my presentation today and i was more than pleased with my group.......We had 70% and we are writing an article for synergy.....What a honor for group 7..... I love u guys so much........

I beta go to bed now cos i've got a long day of boring lectures tmw.......I dont wanna think about it now cos its depressing......ye its with my boring tutor.....too much info on a slide..... mmmmm. I'll survive.

Neways, i'm off to bed now.
Catch ya later